Career week~
wow~ after going for the engineering expo, G03 expo and today's seminar... i felt so scared... scared of what i'll be next time... my potential... my abilities... my goal... in fact... when i reflect on what i have... i don't have much at all... perhaps it was the fear developed while i did my industrial training... the fear of living a life with nothing to interest me... do i want to be what i'm going to be?
currently listening to kiri - monoral... it's lyrics with ~come and save me~~~~~
i practically used up 3 weeks worth of food for my hobby... where am i heading? i have to stop... it's getting ridiculous... insane... uncontrollable... i scare myself...
this year i'll definitely stop to a minimum...
lots of work during the break... not much time to even handle all of those... i haven't slept properly for days... all the early morning events were killing me...
at the end... it's cold... autumn in australia... spring in japan... the indifference... i'm not making sense... lOl
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